Thursday, October 28, 2004
heeheehee..*rubs hands in glee* bwahaha...finally this things working! anw to tt stupid certain ceo_***: its not farnie. well i've actualli prepared so many insults for my dear leeTLE frens but i shant waste precious time on the nite b4 chem prac. hmph.
well was jus thinking alot todae abt frenships. more specifically, frenships forged in HC. well i dunno abt u but for me, back in rgs, i was always told tt sec sch frens r the ones tt'll last, not ur JC frens. bah, they so lied. i love this gp of wacky n weird frens i haf in HC. wacky n weird..hmm nice ring to it huh? anw, frenship is a rather fragile thing, easily threatened by squirmishes n stuff, but at the end of the dae, it depends on ur perspective, whether u feel the profit of shared experiences, the tears, the laughter, outweighs the cost of bearing the differences b/n u n the other party.
Differences. interesting word there. one usualli either accepts it or embraces it. By doing the latter, ure making the effort to forge a frenship, but if one onli accepts it, then i guess, it can onli b called acquaintance-ship. deres never right or wrong reg this issue its whether u want to or not. simple as tt. personally, i find tt the differences r wat makes the r'ship worthwhile. i always find an inexplicable pleasure in seeing myself moulded by my frens behaviours. pet phrases tt catch on, gestures tt u unwittingly imitate...all these r so precious to me. the frenship starts out where both r different, n it reaches an equilibrium when these two diff ppl's characters blend in such a way tt deres similarity in the differences.
ah after so much crap i'm rejuvenated. off to sleep. gd luck to me for chem prac =)
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