yay! bio P2 and matr P1 r over finally! yea i know, its just some cheap thrill, deluding myself into thinking the worst is over. but the prospect of having a week more to study for the rest of the papers is real good. oh man it realli feels so good =P onli while cramming chunks of bio into my little poor tortured brain last nite, did i realise the luxury of studying time~ just a wk ago, i was thinking how long a wk is n how i cud afford to slacken my pace a little. well last nite realli woke me up. imagine this..8.20 in the reading room, where happy S6 n arts peeps r gleefully talking away..amidst the buzz, a solitary bio student (ok mebbe not tt solitary) trying hopelessly to induce the bio info to diffuse into her brain...her eyes n mind refuse to cooperate...n she starts worrying abt math..wondering if the 4 hrs the nest dae will b sufficient..yea u get the picture. one word -hopeless.

anw i haf established instant rapport with the ever-cheerful jingyi!.. thru the arduous course of my studying in sch. she has been promoted to one of my mugging kakis! =D haha aren't u honoured? funny isn't it? how u go thru two whole yrs n finally making frens at the end of our JC life. well cant help it i guess..HC ppl r jus too friendly...n i'm jus too nice..haha but on a more serious note, the ppl in the reading room r relatively nice, a huge portion of dem at least. ok fine, a huge huge portion.=) actualli i was rather unused to the immense friendliness i experienced since entering HC, after the -cool- environment of rg..esp since we poor gep-ers were confined in our own leelte world, i never realli felt a desire to make frens. hmm xizzy do u agree? bleah mebbe its jus me. well as in friendly, yes, but friends, maybe not. i was so contented with my leetle clique in class n my leetle yrmates...haha i tink i loved red cross quite a bit more than my class..even during cheerleading i don think we were ever realli close =\ maybe, if i had put in tt little bit of effort...not so many ppl wud haf passed me by w/o leaving a part of themselves with me. who knows i may haf made many more lasting frens.. well its too late for regrets now. i can onli treat my frens betta now i guess. so all my leetle frens...i realli love all of u!!! *muacks*

ok tts enuff affection for tonite i tink it gets quite disgusting after a while, doesn't it? haha yup mug hard peeps! ganbatte!